nice to hear that BB and NOMIKI are both get on well with bfs.
when it comes to me, i am facing a sad situation.
because of the god damned stock market, i did wrong operations and my
gf blamed me not telling her my operations.
we have bad communications during my training trip in sz, and after i came back,
i found she went away and live with her friend now.
i am not sure where is she now,
she want to break out with me,
i am so sad,
but i still have to go to work,
i am at lost, and can't concerntrate in my work now.
i thought we are together and never be apart, that's our destiny,
but i am wrong...
it's so realistic, my income is lower than her,
and she is not young, she want to find another gentleman to buy an apartment together
and then live a decent life.
i can't satisfy her in this regard, at least at the moment.
i told her i will work hard to develop more business and earn more money,
but she said she can't see the future with me,
and don't want to talk to me.
i am so exhausting, and
if not consider taking care of my mom, i should have already commit suicide last night.
so helpless, i feel...
i love her so much since the day i saw her,
and more than six years, i never give up loving her,
and changes cities and jobs for staying with her, giving up good opportunity to work abroad,
everything i did i did it for her,
but now i am become a disaster, she blamed me fussily and want to dump me.
is it the time for me to give up and let her go?
sorry, i don't know who i could talk to about this sad things.
