past cet-4,then maybe cet-6;gain necessary certificates for my specialism;appreciate everyday that spended with my beloved;find a job suits me and have a bright developing future,not mind its low payment at the beginning,then start with the base.i know i'm now far away from them,but i'll never give up,and word hard to approach them with him while he works for his,together with our mutual support.maybe it's idealistic and naive,but i hope i can make it.