Earlier this year, I got an offer from a Japanese company, the job opportunity was offered by a friend,
who is working for a talent hunting company.
He recommended me to the company, and fortunately I did a good job in the interview and got the offer later.
Then, I moved to Shenzhen from Guangzhou, and rented an appartment nearby the company in Futian District.
And I found the Japanese superior was good to me, and always tried his best to coach me,
and I can see the promising future of my career in this company.
i can study Japanese, and develop myself during cooperating with our customers such as Sony, KTM.
But just 5 days since I had worked in that company, I got another job opportunity in Guangzhou,
it is a state-owned company, you can imagine such a job,
stable, very less working hour, good rest, many subsidy, bonus, in a word "cozy",
in comparision of the high living cost in sz, and my low salary 4k at the beginning,
Also my gf is in gz, in this consideration, i quit the job all of a sudden, and go back to Guangzhou,
though I am still in practical period of this state-owned company in gz,even can not be called as probation,
because i need to have a meeting with the biggest boss before signing the contract.
but I am so confident that I can be a member of it in two months.
However, my leaving from the Japanese company is not a good behavior in moral extent.
It brought troubles to my friend in sz who recommended me to the company,
since the japanese company filed a complain to him, my friend felt so sick of me,
in his thought, state-owned company is not worth working for,
no future!!! (maybe he is right, if i am seeking for a promising carrer, but at this stage,
stable and money means something for me, i have to earn my living and support the family and i have graduated for
3 years... i need to settle down)
He even don't want to talk to me in several days, I left sz all alone, and
I felt so sorry to hurt a friend, I cried for twice!
Anyway, it is my choice, and my friend also somewhat understand me now...
good luck to me! and i d like to remind you, my friends, never neglect your friendship,
if you hurt your friend, and can not beg his understanding, you will feel terrible sad!
What do you think about friendship?
As the sad situation shown by following song, i have changed jobs, traveled from one city to another,
again and again, i am tired, i need a place called home to settle down,
can you understand me, my friend?!
Life For Rent - 如果生命注定漂泊，我们可曾真正拥有
I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
从未找到一个可称之为家的地方
因为任何一次停留都不够长久
对不起，我还是没能爱上你
但并非我就介意你不曾为此心碎
It's just a thought, only a thought
这只是一个念头，转眼即逝
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
如果生命注定漂泊，我不愿接受
除了已得到的，我别无它求
即便得到了又何曾真正拥有
I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
As there's really nothing left here to stop me
一直向往着能住在海边
独自环游世界，过着简单的生活
不知道那些曾经的梦想都怎么了
但这里的确已无可留恋
It's just a thought, only a thought
这只是一个念头，转眼即逝
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
如果生命注定漂泊，我不愿接受
除了已得到的，我别无它求
即便得到了又何曾真正拥有
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
如果我的心是避风港湾，又怎能将它辜负
如此害怕失败，甚至不敢尝试
那又何以证明生命的存在
Nothing I have is truly mine
我们可曾真正拥有过......
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-4-3 13:26:50编辑过]
